Sunday, July 19, 2009

Close To You - The Carpenters

Let's sing guys ..... syalalalallala ....
Enjoy this song ;)

Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.

Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.

On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.

That is why all the girls in town
Follow you all around.
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.

On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.

That is why all the girls in town
Follow you all around.
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Just like me (Just like me)
They long to be
Close to you.

Wahhhhhhhhhhh, close to you.
Wahhhhhhhhhhh, close to you.
Hahhhhhhhhhhh, close to you.
Lahhhhhhhhhhh, close to you.

Games Maniac try Phelio Games

Games maniac that was me. Hehehe ...
Almost every day I am playing with a lots of games. Whether it online games, or games that I played on the laptop. Yup, I am the pc games maniac. Yesterday a friend refrence me one of the Mac games
, which can also be installed on the PC. Although not as perfect as PC games that are specific to the PC, but mac games
also can be installed at the PC, but we wouldn't get the full version that was we imagine.

Seeing the development of the MAC in Indonesia, we can simply hold up thumb. Perfecto design, the form of a stylist and also very good to use the designer.
Yesterday fraudulent attempts
mac solitaire .... hehehhe ... I'm lost. It more difficult then I tought. Enjoy ...

Choose Zenni Optical for your glasses

What happens if long before all the discover never previously found a pair of glasses. Perhaps, I will never see how beautiful all our natural, the colours and the universe again. Yesterday fraudulent, I was browshing of glasses, and found various websites that its content model glasses. Wuih .... and the price is also very cheap. Imagine it's only $ 8 Rx eyeglasses
, we already get a good and fashionable eyeglasses.

And,after browshing more about Zenni Optical, the fact they have been in the review by one of statusion TV in the country of its origin there. Yups, Zenni Optical on TV!!!
. That was a very good promotion for this optic I guess so. Not only that, look further into the website and to products offered by Zenni Optical I can give
high five to Zenni Optical . They are so cool. Cheep, trendy, fashionable, and also good quality for service. So, just came and take a look for a while to
Zenni Optical . Enjoy

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

Just for children

Heiiyyaaa, if you are one of the mommys, who's looking for something cute and fashionable. Maybe you can see this site Here, you can see lots of children stuff , and they all are very fashionable. Just take a look for their nap mat. That is soooo cute. I love how they design the style and the colour also. Almost four hours, I was taking my trip to browse all the stuff that this site offering. And also, one of the differences between this site to others is, this site is very easy to load. The content is also very clearly state all the utilities from each product. Not only gain the leasure to see the product but also, get something education and knowledge about the product it self.

And also the toddler backpacks, not only usefull but also easy to carrier. Maybe you would like to see the kids backpacks. That wasssss sooo cool.
I would like to buy it for my nephew. Hehehehe....

So, what you are waiting for, just take a look the product and take your touring to find another unique and usefull product from posylane.

SEO Optimize

Hello, I just got a book from Gramedia, reviewing about SEO, for complex, the book talked about SEO Suggestion Tools. For a glance, I would like to give an explanation what is SEO about. SEO is the active practice of optimizing a web site by improving internal and external aspects in order to increase the traffic the site receives from search engines. Firms that practice SEO can vary; some have a highly specialized focus, while others take a more broad and general approach. Optimizing a web site for search engines can require looking at so many unique elements that many practitioners of SEO (SEOs) consider themselves to be in the broad field of website optimization (since so many of those elements intertwine).

There stated that , the majority of web traffic is driven by the major commercial search engines - Yahoo!, MSN, Google & AskJeeves (although AOL gets nearly 10% of searches, their engine is powered by Google's results). If our site cannot be found by search engines or our content cannot be put into their databases, we miss out on the incredible opportunities available to websites provided via search - people who want what you have visiting your site. Whether your site provides content, services, products, or information, search engines are a primary method of navigation for almost all Internet users. But, you still can use the SEO Software to gain the trafic to your website.

If you are serious about improving search traffic and are unfamiliar with SEO, I recommend reading this book to read, or try to find another information from the other source. There's a printable MS Word version for those who'd prefer, and dozens of linked-to resources on other sites and pages that are worthy of your attention. One of the benefit to using the SEO sofware is we can get free traffic by SEO software. Without having any trouble or difficulties to find another way. So, what you are waiting for.... Optimize your website by applying the SEO tips.

Direct TV Satellite

Another option that provides a range of alternative entertainment options that promise is the Direct T V . Imagine all the ease that we usually get through television, has now moved over to a technology called the Internet or from Satellite Directv . We can get everything from internet, but Direct TV Satellite , we already get more than 150 channels in high-resolution image what we called as HD or High definition. Not only get a lots of channel, but the top channel such us HBO, Cinemax,NBC, and Showtime.

Not only get the lower price , but the technology called as HD is already made direct tv is diffrent from the others internet television. I think there is no one to try and directly benefit from this Direct TV . So, what we are waiting for, please don't be hesitate to come and visit their site at for more information. Enjoy!

Atlanta Pest Control

Maybe said that this Atlanta Pest equipment,is the answer for each of us that do not like the presence of pests around our environment. Yups, if you are one of the often very disturbed by the presence of the pest around you, why not you came to see the product from Atlanta Pest Control Service.

Yups, this site is the answer for anyone who felt offended by the existence of the pest, such as mosquito, ant, kecoa, and another other pest. I can't imagine, how we sleep is disrupted due akan only by a mosquito. It Can damage the day, and disrupt the activities. Personaly, I wouldn't let those pest make my day bad. Just remember, when I couldn't go to sleep because of there are a lots of mosquite and also ant surround my bedroom. Then, by tommorrow I got late came to my class.

This site is quite promising for each user their products, that Atlanta Pest Control will be free from interference range of pest. For those of you who live in the Atlanta area, why not try it out directly. A variety of unique and interesting with a promo testimonials from users of the Atlanta Pest Control have to try it. Proof it by your own, this is the time for you to try. Maybe if I leaved at atlanta I would like to try they service.

Saturday, July 11, 2009

Medical Assistant - Online School

Time developing, as same as the technology, then there are so many ways to make all human difficulties easier, caused by the limited time and great distances. Everybody wants to get all in the same time. Especially for the student majoring of medical assistant
. So it's on, St. Augustine School of Medical Assistants, at this time has developed an online course system due to all medical practitioners Assistant located in different parts of the world.

While implementing the system course online, but each will get a
medical assistants for a variety of subjects such as Medical Terminology, Human Body Planes, Basic Human Anatomy and Physiology, Medical Office professionalism, Patient Communication, Medical Records, Basic Medical Law, Scheduling Appointments, Medical Billing and Insurance Claims, Infection C. All
medical assistant for taking the course online at the St. Augustine School of Medical Assistants will have a range of other convenience.

Interested isn't it? So, please don't be hesitate to stopin by at St. Augustine School of Medical Assistants, in, for more information. Try to compare it with this school offers medical Assistant for that other school. Only with the sat nicely in front of the computer, online and all information can be owned by you. With only 8 days time. So, what are you waiting for. Knowledge sky chase each other guys.

Direct TV

Another site that provides a range of alternative entertainment options that promise is the Direct TV . Imagine all the ease that we usually get through television, has now moved over to a technology called the Internet. We can get everything from internet, but DirectTV offers by only paying for $ 34.99 U.S. / month, we already get more than 150 channels in high-resolution image what we called as HD or High definition.

Not only get the lower price , but the technology called as HD is already made direct tv is diffrent from the others internet television. I think there is no one to try and directly benefit from this . So, what we are waiting for, please don't be hesitate to come and visit their site at for more information. Enjoy!

Watching Movie Online

I was probably one of the movie maniac. Almost every weekend, I will spend the time to go to the cinema and watching films are playing in the cinema. But with advances in technology now, we do not have to again go to the cinema to watch the latest film or movie film and stage actors of our devotion. With the Internet technology that has been developing very rapidly, we can even watch the latest film film via the internet. Imagine all that in just one click convenience only. So all the film and favored our artists we can watch. With a cheaper cost and time savings that can be more extraordinary.

Talking about the film and stars bintangnya, I really like the artist George Cloney and Drew Barrimore. This two actor and actres have their own charism everytime I watched their roled. If I'm not mistaken one day I found this site, and with the convenience provided by one of the sites I can go to a reference this site as the nomination of
Best of the Best Awards , because it features a very complete and good site that I ever see.

Not only feature the complete enough, but this site also provides information on the various sports news, local television stations and also its programs, which is always uptodate. So if one does not this website can also enter the nominations
Blog Awards and also
BoB Awards . Oiya.. So friends please help me also to nominate as
Best of the Best Awards .

Thank you

Where to buy the ticket concert

Music is a language that is very universal. Through their music, artists or musicians can create their own 'work'. We called one music or musician are great when their music is become as the host for their country. Overall it can be supported through the campaign and the promo tour. Beside the campaign, promo tour for the album, one of supporting element of the music , it can be one the spectaculer stage. In U.S. there are so many place to do concert. All of them are doing concert in very spectaculer stage to entertain their fans. Name it Cold Play, Snoop Dog, R.E.M and the last our King of POP Michael Jackson. They pertujukan on the stage as Steples Center, and Red Rock Amphitheater St. Pete times.

Behind the magnificent stage, the concept of music, and the crew team is solid, not all shows will be successful if there is no promoter or a place where fans can buy tickets for their performance. Just a familiar name artists such as Green Day, Metalica, and American Idol, we can book the ticket in
St.Pete Times Forum Tickets . While booking tickets for the artist's such as Cold Play, REM, and Snoop Dog may be in the Red Rocks Amphitheatre Tickets . While for our King of Pop Michael Jackson, who choose his last place at Steples Center, we can buy the ticket at Steples Center Tickets

Here all of their fans can buy tickets by online to watch their idol in action artist. We have to thank for all tickets center, since, if there are no them maybe we will get very confused to find all those tickets.

Saturday, July 04, 2009

Taurus & Me

And they said Taurus is the bull …
Symbol of strength, tenacity, virility, perseverity , and power

They said Taurus is calm, peaceful, and easy going
But, be careful…
She can be wicked with powerful tempers when overly provoked

They said …
Taurus is very determined when there is a goal in mind
strong willed and reliable with strong personalities
She Possesses determined single-mindedness
Unfortunately, she is a Bull Head and hard to change
She is not too quick, yet “Can be slow but very steady to win the race"

What else is there?
Taurus known as a “down to Earth” person
she is in love with “good things” and prosperity
Therefore, frequently she might become a “wealth seeker” and ambitious one
Thank God ... she tends to have high attention to others

Taurus is a hard worker but also a hard player
Often, self-indulgent "beasts"
You might find her seems to be LAZY monster sometimes

More about Taurus? …
Taurus has her way in speaking and communicating
She can make others really listen and take her seriously!!

Taurus … Ruled by Venus
the Goddess of Love
The representative of love and money!!!
She is a LOVER …

She is attractive physically and more than it!
Taurus is the most naturally charming person
And can be very sensual
She is sentimental and warm
Very romantic
When she COMMIT IN LOVE, she'll be the most loyal among all zodiacs
Yet, she is still a practical earth sign…

She rarely make a move when there’s no certain response in return
She doesn’t like to be pushed in love
Need plenty of time to be certain and fall in love
Appreciate simplicity and natural love
can be possessive in love, but rarely get jealous

She has a reliable instinct
Have well-defined tastes and sense of art and full of imaginations

A Natural creature who uniquely assesses things in terms of
“What they can do for them”

Perempuan yang dicintai suaminya -- girls please don't cry

A bit supprising and so touching story. Huhuhuhu... feel free to read this story .... sending by one of my friend ... 'B', thank you for making me finally cry *again* - hihihihihi ....

Kehidupan pernikahan kami awalnya baik2 saja
menurutku. Meskipun menjelang pernikahan selalu terjadi konflik, tapi setelah
menikah Mario tampak baik dan lebih menuruti
apa mauku.

Kami tidak pernah bertengkar hebat, kalau marah dia
cenderung diam dan pergi kekantornya bekerja sampai subuh, baru pulang kerumah,
mandi, kemudian mengantar anak kami sekolah. Tidurnya sangat sedikit,
makannya pun sedikit. Aku pikir dia workaholic.

Dia menciumku maksimal 2x sehari, pagi menjelang kerja,
dan saat dia pulang kerja, itupun kalau aku masih bangun. Karena waktu
pacaran dia tidak pernah romantis, aku pikir, memang dia tidak romantis, dan
tidak memerlukan hal2 seperti itu sebagai ungkapan sayang.

Kami jarang ngobrol sampai malam, kami jarang pergi
nonton berdua, bahkan makan berdua diluarpun hampir tidak pernah. Kalau
kami makan di meja makan berdua, kami asyik
sendiri dengan sendok garpu kami, bukan obrolan yang terdengar, hanya denting
piring yang beradu dengan sendok garpu.

Kalau hari libur, dia lebih sering hanya tiduran
dikamar, atau main dengan anak2 kami, dia jarang sekali tertawa lepas. Karena
dia sangat pendiam, aku menyangka dia memang tidak suka tertawa lepas.

Aku mengira rumah tangga kami baik2 saja selama 8
tahun pernikahan kami. Sampai suatu ketika, disuatu hari yang terik,
saat itu suamiku tergolek sakit dirumah sakit, karena jarang makan, dan sering
jajan di kantornya, dibanding makan dirumah, dia kena typhoid, dan harus
dirawat di RS, karena sampai terjadi perforasi di ususnya. Pada saat dia masih
di ICU, seorang perempuan datang menjenguknya. Dia memperkenalkan diri, bernama
meisha, temannya Mario saat dulu kuliah.

Meisha tidak secantik aku, dia begitu sederhana, tapi
aku tidak pernah melihat mata yang begitu cantik seperti yang dia miliki. Matanya
bersinar indah, penuh kehangatan dan penuh cinta, ketika dia berbicara, seakan2
waktu berhenti berputar dan terpana dengan kalimat2nya yang ringan dan penuh
pesona. Setiap orang, laki2 maupun perempuan bahkan mungkin serangga yang lewat,
akan jatuh cinta begitu mendengar dia bercerita.

Meisha tidak pernah kenal dekat dengan Mario selama
mereka kuliah dulu, Meisha bercerita Mario sangat pendiam, sehingga jarang
punya teman yang akrab. 5 bulan lalu mereka bertemu, karena ada
pekerjaan kantor mereka yang mempertemukan mereka. Meisha yang bekerja di
advertising akhirnya bertemu dengan Mario yang sedang membuat iklan untuk
perusahaan tempatnya bekerja.

Aku mulai mengingat2 5 bulan lalu ada perubahan yang cukup drastis pada
Mario, setiap mau pergi kerja, dia tersenyum manis padaku, dan dalam sehari
bisa menciumku lebih dari 3x. Dia membelikan aku parfum baru, dan mulai sering
tertawa lepas. Tapi disaat lain, dia sering termenung didepan komputernya. Atau
termenung memegang Hp-nya. Kalau aku tanya, dia bilang, ada pekerjaan yang

Suatu saat Meisha pernah datang pada saat Mario sakit
dan masih dirawat di RS. Aku sedang memegang sepiring nasi beserta
lauknya dengan wajah kesal, karena Mario tidak juga mau aku suapi. Meisha masuk
kamar, dan menyapa dengan suara riangnya,

" Hai Rima, kenapa dengan anak sulungmu yang nomor satu ini ?
tidak mau makan juga? uhh… dasar anak nakal, sini piringnya, " lalu
dia terus mengajak Mario bercerita sambil menyuapi Mario, tiba2 saja sepiring
nasi itu sudah habis ditangannya. Dan….aku tidak pernah melihat tatapan
penuh cinta yang terpancar dari mata suamiku, seperti siang itu, tidak pernah
seumur hidupku yang aku lalui bersamanya, tidak pernah sedetikpun !

Hatiku terasa sakit, lebih sakit dari ketika dia membalikkan tubuhnya
membelakangi aku saat aku memeluknya dan berharap dia mencumbuku. Lebih sakit
dari rasa sakit setelah operasi caesar ketika aku melahirkan anaknya. Lebih
sakit dari rasa sakit, ketika dia tidak mau memakan masakan yang aku buat dengan
susah payah. Lebih sakit daripada sakit ketika dia tidak pulang kerumah saat
ulang tahun perkawinan kami kemarin.. Lebih sakit dari rasa sakit ketika dia
lebih suka mencumbu komputernya dibanding aku.

Tapi aku tidak pernah bisa marah setiap melihat
perempuan itu. Meisha begitu manis, dia bisa hadir tiba2, membawakan
donat buat anak2, dan membawakan ekrol kesukaanku. Dia mengajakku jalan2,
kadang mengajakku nonton. kali lain, dia datang bersama suami dan ke-2 anaknya
yang lucu2.

Aku tidak pernah bertanya, apakah suamiku mencintai perempuan berhati
bidadari itu? karena tanpa bertanya pun aku sudah tahu, apa yang bergejolak

Suatu sore, mendung begitu menyelimuti jakarta, aku
tidak pernah menyangka, hatikupun akan mendung, bahkan gerimis kemudian.

Anak sulungku, seorang anak perempuan cantik berusia 7
tahun, rambutnya keriting ikal dan cerdasnya sama seperti ayahnya. Dia
berhasil membuka password email Papa nya, dan memanggilku, " Mama, mau
lihat surat
papa buat tante Meisha ?"

Aku tertegun memandangnya, dan membaca surat
elektronik itu,

Dear Meisha,

Kehadiranmu bagai beribu bintang gemerlap yang mengisi
seluruh relung hatiku, aku tidak pernah merasakan jatuh cinta seperti ini,
bahkan pada Rima. Aku mencintai Rima karena kondisi yang mengharuskan aku
mencintainya, karena dia ibu dari anak2ku.

Ketika aku menikahinya, aku tetap tidak tahu apakah
aku sungguh2 mencintainya. . Tidak ada perasaan bergetar seperti ketika aku
memandangmu, tidak ada perasaan rindu yang tidak pernah padam ketika aku tidak
menjumpainya. Aku hanya tidak ingin menyakiti perasaannya. Ketika konflik2
terjadi saat kami pacaran dulu, aku sebenarnya kecewa, tapi aku tidak sanggup
mengatakan padanya bahwa dia bukanlah perempuan yang aku cari untuk mengisi
kekosongan hatiku. Hatiku tetap terasa hampa, meskipun aku menikahinya.

Aku tidak tahu, bagaimana caranya menumbuhkan cinta
untuknya, seperti ketika cinta untukmu tumbuh secara alami, seperti pohon2
beringin yang tumbuh kokoh tanpa pernah mendapat siraman dari pemiliknya.
Seperti pepohonan di hutan2 belantara yang tidak pernah minta disirami, namun
tumbuh dengan lebat secara alami. Itu yang aku rasakan.

Aku tidak akan pernah bisa memilikimu, karena kau
sudah menjadi milik orang lain dan aku adalah laki2 yang sangat memegang
komitmen pernikahan kami. Meskipun hatiku terasa hampa, itu tidaklah
mengapa, asal aku bisa melihat Rima bahagia dan tertawa, dia bisa mendapatkan
segala yang dia inginkan selama aku mampu. Dia boleh mendapatkan seluruh
hartaku dan tubuhku, tapi tidak jiwaku dan cintaku, yang hanya aku berikan
untukmu. Meskipun ada tembok yang menghalangi kita, aku hanya berharap bahwa
engkau mengerti, you are the only one in my heart.



Mataku terasa panas. Jelita , anak sulungku
memelukku erat. Meskipun baru berusia 7 tahun, dia adalah malaikat jelitaku
yang sangat mengerti dan menyayangiku.

Suamiku tidak pernah mencintaiku. Dia tidak pernah bahagia bersamaku.
Dia mencintai perempuan lain.

Aku mengumpulkan kekuatanku. Sejak itu, aku menulis
surat hampir setiap hari untuk suamiku.
Surat itu aku simpan
diamplop, dan aku letakkan di lemari bajuku, tidak pernah aku berikan untuknya.

Mobil yang dia berikan untukku aku kembalikan padanya.
Aku mengumpulkan tabunganku yang kusimpan dari sisa2 uang belanja, lalu
aku belikan motor untuk mengantar dan menjemput anak2ku. Mario merasa heran,
karena aku tidak pernah lagi bermanja dan minta dibelikan bermacam2 merek tas
dan baju. Aku terpuruk dalam kehancuranku. Aku dulu memintanya menikahiku
karena aku malu terlalu lama pacaran, sedangkan teman2ku sudah menikah semua.
Ternyata dia memang tidak pernah menginginkan aku menjadi istrinya.

Betapa tidak berharganya aku. Tidakkah dia tahu, bahwa aku juga seorang
perempuan yang berhak mendapatkan kasih sayang dari suaminya ? Kenapa dia tidak
mengatakan saja, bahwa dia tidak mencintai aku dan tidak menginginkan aku ? itu
lebih aku hargai daripada dia cuma diam dan mengangguk dan melamarku lalu
menikahiku. Betapa malangnya nasibku.

Mario terus menerus sakit2an, dan aku tetap merawatnya
dengan setia. Biarlah dia mencintai perempuan itu terus didalam hatinya.
Dengan pura2 tidak tahu, aku sudah membuatnya bahagia dengan mencintai
perempuan itu. Kebahagiaan Mario adalah kebahagiaanku juga, karena aku akan
selalu mencintainya.


Setahun kemudian…

Meisha membuka amplop surat2 itu dengan air mata berlinang. Tanah
pemakaman itu masih basah merah dan masih dipenuhi bunga.

" Mario,

Aku tidak pernah menyangka pertemuan kita saat aku
pertama kali bekerja dikantormu, akan membawaku pada cinta sejatiku. Aku
begitu terpesona padamu yang pendiam dan tampak dingin. Betapa senangnya aku
ketika aku tidak bertepuk sebelah tangan. Aku mencintaimu, dan begitu posesif
ingin memilikimu seutuhnya. Aku sering marah, ketika kamu asyik bekerja, dan
tidak memperdulikan aku. Aku merasa diatas angin, ketika kamu hanya diam dan
menuruti keinginanku… Aku pikir, aku si puteri cantik yang diinginkan
banyak pria, telah memenuhi ruang hatimu dan kamu terlalu mencintaiku sehingga
mau melakukan apa saja untukku…...

Ternyata aku keliru…. aku menyadarinya tepat
sehari setelah pernikahan kita. Ketika aku membanting hadiah jam tangan dari
seorang teman kantor dulu yang aku tahu sebenarnya menyukai Mario.

Aku melihat matamu begitu terluka, ketika berkata,
" kenapa, Rima ? Kenapa kamu mesti cemburu ? dia sudah menikah, dan
aku sudah memilihmu menjadi istriku ?"

Aku tidak perduli,dan berlalu dari hadapanmu dengan

Sekarang aku menyesal, memintamu melamarku. Engkau
tidak pernah bahagia bersamaku. Aku adalah hal terburuk dalam kehidupan
cintamu. Aku bukanlah wanita yang sempurna yang engkau inginkan.



D i surat yang

"………Kehadiran perempuan itu
membuatmu berubah, engkau tidak lagi sedingin es. Engkau mulai terasa
hangat, namun tetap saja aku tidak pernah melihat cahaya cinta dari matamu
untukku, seperti aku melihat cahaya yang penuh cinta itu berpendar dari kedua
bola matamu saat memandang Meisha……"

Disurat yang kesekian,

"…….Aku bersumpah, akan membuatmu
jatuh cinta padaku.

Aku telah berubah, Mario. Engkau lihat kan, aku tidak
lagi marah2 padamu, aku tidak lagi suka membanting2 barang dan berteriak jika
emosi. Aku belajar masak, dan selalu kubuatkan masakan yang engkau sukai. Aku
tidak lagi boros, dan selalau menabung. Aku tidak lagi suka bertengkar dengan
ibumu. Aku selalu tersenyum menyambutmu pulang kerumah. Dan aku selalu
meneleponmu, untuk menanyakan sudahkah kekasih hatiku makan siang ini? Aku
merawatmu jika engkau sakit, aku tidak kesal saat engkau tidak mau aku suapi,
aku menungguimu sampai tertidur disamping tempat tidurmu, dirumah sakit saat
engkau dirawat, karena penyakit pencernaanmu yang selalu

Meskipun belum terbit juga, sinar cinta itu dari
matamu, aku akan tetap berusaha dan menantinya…….."

Meisha menghapus air mata yang terus mengalir dari
kedua mata indahnya… dipeluknya Jelita yang tersedu-sedu disampingnya.

Disurat terakhir, pagi ini…

"………….. Hari ini
adalah hari ulang tahun pernikahan kami yang ke-9. Tahun lalu engkau tidak pulang kerumah, tapi tahun ini
aku akan memaksamu pulang, karena hari ini aku akan masak, masakan yang paling
enak sedunia. Kemarin aku belajar membuatnya dirumah Bude Tati, sampai
kehujanan dan basah kuyup, karena waktu pulang hujannya deras sekali, dan aku
hanya mengendarai motor.

Saat aku tiba dirumah kemarin malam, aku melihat sinar
kekhawatiran dimatamu. Engkau memelukku, dan menyuruhku segera ganti
baju supaya tidak sakit.

Tahukah engkau suamiku,

Selama hampir 15 tahun aku mengenalmu, 6 tahun kita
pacaran, dan hampir 9 tahun kita menikah, baru kali ini aku melihat sinar
kekhawatiran itu dari matamu, inikah tanda2 cinta mulai bersemi dihatimu

Jelita menatap Meisha, dan bercerita,

" Siang itu Mama menjemputku dengan motornya,
dari jauh aku melihat keceriaan diwajah mama, dia terus melambai-lambaikan
tangannya kepadaku. Aku tidak pernah melihat wajah yang sangat bersinar
dari mama seperti siang itu, dia begitu cantik. Meskipun dulu sering marah2
kepadaku, tapi aku selalu menyayanginya. Mama memarkir motornya diseberang
jalan, Ketika mama menyeberang jalan, tiba2 mobil itu lewat dari tikungan
dengan kecepatan tinggi…… aku tidak sanggup melihatnya terlontar,
Tante….. aku melihatnya masih memandangku sebelum dia tidak lagi
bergerak……" Jelita memeluk Meisha dan terisak-isak. Bocah
cantik ini masih terlalu kecil untuk merasakan sakit di hatinya, tapi dia
sangat dewasa.

Meisha mengeluarkan selembar kertas yang dia print
tadi pagi. Mario mengirimkan email lagi kemarin malam, dan tadinya aku
ingin Rima membacanya.

Dear Meisha,

Selama setahun ini aku mulai merasakan Rima berbeda,
dia tidak lagi marah2 dan selalu berusaha menyenangkan hatiku. Dan tadi,
dia pulang dengan tubuh basah kuyup karena kehujanan, aku sangat khawatir dan
memeluknya. Tiba2 aku baru menyadari betapa beruntungnya aku memiliki dia.
Hatiku mulai bergetar…. Inikah tanda2 aku mulai mencintainya ?

Aku terus berusaha mencintainya seperti yang engkau
sarankan, Meisha. Dan besok aku akan memberikan surprise untuknya, aku
akan membelikan mobil mungil untuknya, supaya dia tidak lagi naik motor
kemana-mana. Bukan karena dia ibu dari anak2ku, tapi karena dia belahan

Meisha menatap Mario yang tampak semakin ringkih, yang
masih terduduk disamping nisan Rima. Diwajahnya tampak duka yang dalam.
Semuanya telah terjadi, Mario. Kadang kita baru menyadari mencintai seseorang,
ketika seseorang itu telah pergi meninggalkan kita.

Jakarta ,
7 Januari 2009 (dedicated to my friend....may you rest in peace...)

Yesterday is a history.
Tomorrow is a mystery.
Today is a gift.
That's why it's called "present".